exams begin

My first law school final exam is tomorrow afternoon.  I am both 1) fucked and 2) terrified.  I do not think I ever care so much about tests, grades, and quantifiable success in my life.

I bought into the 1L mindset and it’s disgusting.  I want to do well and everyone else to perform poorly.  I want my classmates’ computers to crash,  their grandmothers to fall ill.   Heartbreak. Pus-filled boils.  Insolvency.  All of it to befall them.  Anything for an edge, a one-up.

O how I miss the lazy days of yore.   My drive to succeed is an awful car wreck.


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